yes. I would start this whole month over.

When I was little, my mom was getting me ready for softball. We were in the backyard of my grandparents house, and I was a little nervous because she said she was chasing me, and if I lost I would  lose. She told me to just run and she would tell me what to do. Long story short, I ended up running head long into a thorny tree because she did not tell me to turn.

My name is Grayce, so when people start singing Amazing Grace, it is annoying, I heard that in the first grade.

Cleaning my room.

Nails painted black for misery
But remember it always loves company
Fight for Life has never been friendly
Fight to Death is always going to be bloody
And muddy
From rolling around
Screaming, but not making a sound
Acting a fool and acting a clown
To hide these mascara tears running down
Your face covered with bruises
Back riddled stab wounds and gunshots
Light fading
Eternal shutdown starting
.....5
....4
...3
..2
.1
Do You want to reboot
Y/N
Misery loves company and ignorance is bliss
But we don't have time to underestimate ourselves
Take the leashes off and climb to the top
Never stop
Never doubt
Remain clear
Remain here
Nails painted white for redemption

I hate Mondays. And I love Fridays.

No. It could become quickly addictive. And, if you miss a pill it could have negative results.

eyeliner, sneakers, my sports bag, and a bangin' attitude

Don't trust Sade so willingly. Later on, you'll find she had a very bad affect on you, and she still does. Watch all your friends, and remain loyal. Keep reading the Bible and never give up on your dreams.

You are the bane of my existence
You are the reason I keep going in life
You are the voice in my head
Causing me to look at some things differently
You help me up
You drop me
I love to hate you
And
Hate to love you
I turn to you in times of need
Turn away when you ask me to stay
We are two sides of the same coin
Yin
To my Yang
Salt
To my Pepper
Dominant
To my submissive
Submissive
To my Dominant
You are an enigma
Wrapped up in me
The puzzle
You are You
I am Me
Who are we?

The last time I stayed up all night was this morning and yesterday. I am a night owl by nature, so I sleep during the day and stay up at night. I am usually on lj or FP, but sometimes I go to my Facebook, MySpace, or deviantArt pages.

My mom and I were driving down to New York in an ice/snowstorm. On the way there my mom sped up a little and we hit some black ice and sped out of control. We were spinning past a guardrail, and we just barely missed the guardrail, just barely.

We are the same.
We are different.
We are friends.
We are lovers.
We are family.
We hate each other, but we would die for each other.
We are enemies by blood.
Allies by wine.
We are the duct tape of America.
We are the young, the old, the strong, and the weak.
We trust, but we are still suspect treachery.
I am Stalin to your Hitler.
Mussolini to your Tojo.
I am America, and I pick the lesser of two evils.
I have saved France countless times.
I have denied British rule, and I have helped her rule.
I am towering and crumbling.
I am under attack and attacking.
I am the wind, constantly shifting.
I am the earth, steadfast and strong.
I am you and you and even you.
But above all, I am me.
Just me.

I hate my life. But not just my life, I hate yours too. Life in general is cool, but at times like these... Blame me, don't worry about the suicidal thoughts in my head. Go on and vent, don't worry mx sanity is still in tact, for now. I am done being a people pleaser, it's sickening, annoying, and a waste of my time. I just hope my stand hasn't come too late.